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So much to say...

Looking back on what I blogged previously, very much sound like a kid that complain on his life.

Actually there are a lot of things to write down, a lot of indescribable feeling, but don't know how to convert it into wording. Wanted to try to write Chinese sensational blog but it has been a few years didn't write anything in Chinese, worry that not able to write as good as people did.

As a perfectionist, never allow others to see the bad side of mine. So let me practice before I try.
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I'm a coward!!

It's a beautiful Sunday again, enjoy it people, I still have to go to college. I slept at 3 AM last night or precisely this morning, but still managed to get up at 8 AM.

I have 6 assignments that have to be accomplished yet I've not started. So ashamed (or angry??) on myself, I still played mahjong last night. Quite a number of things happened in one night, Fion called me while I'm playing mahjong, those who know me should have noticed that I'm not good at talking in the phone moreover there is something distracting me...

I'm actually very sorry for my cousin to shout at you, but hopefully you don't take it personally since he was not really mean it. Those words were in fact aimed at me, I'm sorry that you heard it.

You asked me to stay away when I'm engaged but it was not I purposely not doing it but it was not something that I'll need to hide from anyone. To be honest I hate it when to hide something from someone that I trust and love, really I know it is very unconvincing but I don't like to tell lie.

I don't know how to express myself, I don't know how to tell you face-to-face but hope that you would understand me. Another thing is that very sorry not accompany you to finish the class today but I'm very tire and I can't get a word from lecturer.

I know you worry on me that I might not being able to complete those assignments but one thing that I've long wanted to say is that can you try to believe me, I've a plan but I just don't like to share it because I think that I can handle it (not to say perfectly) well.

Sometimes I do feel that you guys have changed, the way we get along are quite different and it seems like I have done something wrong, I don't know, I don't like to guess but I don't have the courage to ask...

There is another thing that I found out recently is that you guys like to look down on people (I don't want to use the word 'discriminate', it sound too harsh) sometimes including me. I don't know that it was only my illusion or you guys have changed or it was me that have changed but one thing that I'm sure is that I'm not comfortable with this kind of attitude. Again I've no courage to tell you guys about this, I know it would spoilt our friendship very much.

I'M SUCH A COWARD!!
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I'm a bad boy...

Today I skipped class again. I went to college early in the morning but late a bit due to unwillingness to left my bed and keep rolling on it.

After four hours of "don't know what he said" class, plus a lonely lunch, I have had no passion to continue anymore. Moreover there is a 3 hours gap until the night class start. Never have that kind of patience to wait, then I left.

After back at home, my mom told me to buy dinner later but I chose to sleep. Then when I woke up she had already cooked Maggi for everyone except me. It's OK I know I'm not deserving it.

I am just bad...

p/s: still not having my dinner...
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Lazy day...

Not knowing why but sometimes I feel quite lonely, they told me that it is only my sensitivity.

Yesterday I get to bed quite late and turn out I'm very tire and sleepy on work. Luckily I've planned to leave at 5 pm even though it is going for a further torturous. Then I confirmed with my friend whether she will attend the class and the answer is negative. How?? Being abandoned again...

Originally planned to continue working but sorry I really cannot make it like Chua said I'm a 'puteri lilin', I started to headache, moreover the work is really boring, so demotivated.

After leaving the company, my mom told me that she didn't cook...(no comment, no complain)

There was a very very long traffic jam on my way back and the road that I usually travel was blocked as well. Back to home at 7 pm. Tired, exhausted. After having an extremely unhealthy dinner, sleep at 9 pm.

What have I done today?? NOTHING AT ALL...
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Black Friday for Danny, Marcus and I

Early in the morning, a brilliant idea came from no way into my mind-- I should brought something to the office and make my own breakfast. I took my tuna and departed earlier.


When I reached The Phoenix, not knowing why there was a traffic jams and I spend 15 minutes there and I thought to myself: my breakfast had already gone but still alright I can still leave it for high tea. (What an optimistic person of me)


At the last corner to the company, it was started to rain and I was being forced to park at a nearer parking which cost me 2 more ringgit. So grieved... why can't the rain fall few more minutes later.


Then I walked to the company taking my umbrella from my car bonnet and my bag and most importantly my jacket (it came in a set with my cloth). I would have to stick all my stuff under my umbrella so that everything would not get wet but unfortunately I myself was the only thing that get wet but it's OK as long as my hair is perfect then I'll be fine (Oh my God, what a Libran).


Danny came late around noon and it's because his car broke down but it is actually not a surprise for me. Would any car 'survive' without service, without checking the water level on the tank? If there is please tell me I'll need to get a new one. Unfortunate for him, he was force to take cab to work.


The story is not end, when Danny is in the office everyone (except me, I only get to know during lunch time) noticed that he was clothing weird with the collars unreasonably fold up and with 3 LOVELY marks on his neck. Everyone were curious but nobody get the answer (I GOT IT). Then of course he became the joke of the day.

At night I was fetching Danny home on the accompany of Chua. (We were going to KLCC for window shopping) When we were on our way Chua said that tonight was early so he may do a lot of stuff before going to bed and me at same time wondering that what worth to be memorable and written down.


Haha...someone can read our mind. At that moment, Chua's phone rang and Marcus is calling for HELP.... His car's tyre blowout and he is stuck in somewhere in Cheras. Again could anyone tell me that where can I get a car which tyres need not to be pumped and make up leak?


Then among us, Danny is the only one that know how to change it hence we wait for Marcus to 'crawl' over in a petrol station. But somehow it didn't take long for him to catch up with us. At the moment I just finished my Maggi in cup.


Still too early?? Haha...the interesting part came then, we don't even know which direction the bolts should be turn to unscrew...HELP... I thought that Danny would know?? Luckily that we figured it out soon enough and hereby to give a lesson to those who don't know--the bolt should be turn ANTI-CLOCKWISE.


When everything get set, it's already 12 midnight and for me to get home, it was already 1am. I'm exhausted and the morale of the story is that if you can, buy a car which need not service, need not check for water level, and tyres need not to be pump and make up leaks. Most importantly is NOT TO BE A BIG MOUTH!!

p/s: Oh...I forgot my umbrella!!

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